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le diner

The hunger, the craving for a meal, it goes beyond to what we accustom ourselves when human. This ache, this hunger evolves to a primal urge in vampires. When this urge overtakes us, takes control of us, we hunt.

Some vampires, I’m told, still hunt and feed the old-fashioned way. Meaning, they decamp to nightclubs, pubs et cetera then feed upon those inebriated customers whose memory will be faulty the next morning. They will awake with a sore neck which bears no marks and they will attribute it to sleeping the wrong way. No one is the wiser and our secret remains hidden.

Then a new breed of vampire has emerged with the modernization of medicine. My father, for example, has connections at local hospitals. He mines these connections in order to receive blood. The blood is delivered every few days in it’s plastic containers and he always keeps a few spare pints. He doesn’t like being caught without. This goes for wherever he might be in residence.

My first meal, after being turned, was of blood removed from a plastic bag. It’s nutritious and tastes as it ought. Sadly, the procurement process remains less than satisfying for me. Frankly, it puts me off eating and I can’t do that, not as newly turned as I am.

Ergo, I decided two days of feeding through this nauseating practice that something had to give. Being well known in the area, I couldn’t go out and hunt as we had in the earlier years; yet, I couldn’t continue to feed on bagged blood. I knew that I must be crafty in regards to this. I cannot break The Covenant that binds all vampires to The Creator and gives us our rules that we follow.

I spent two days pondering this idea, all the while, feeding on bagged blood and growing more and more dissatisfied with it. Finally, an idea took hold. It’s a hybrid idea. It involves a slight hunt as well as feeding, albeit not from a plastic bag. I found a way I can feed from a human.

Spending evenings in Papa’s and Junior’s company going over and over business details, investments and how best to keep everything well managed is tiresome. Although, being bored in this manner does allow my mind to wander, so I probably ought to give them a small bit of credit for my marvelously fiendish plan.

I watched Junior’s face blanche as I told him the scope of his first project. I think he was taken aback by the idea; yet, he cannot stop me nor divulge it. He is bound to do my will and he sad he will begin immediately. He still doesn’t trust me not to latch onto his neck and drain him. Frankly, I’m not going to be the one to tell him that i have no desire to do that. As a meal, he’s unappetizing: he’s too nervous and twitchy for my taste.

la nécessité

I told you a vampire’s life is tediously boring. We repeat the same acts each night, every night. I don’t want to bore the few readers I have with this tedium. What sort of hostess would I be if I did that? Hence, the radio silence.

Loud, repetitive, annoying noises rouse me from my slumber. Slumber that is unlike any of the living. Before I first stumble from bed in the evening, a mass of disheveled dark hair and unsteady limbs, I turn off the blasted alarm. Each morning, as part of a pre-slumber ritual, it’s set for thirty minutes past sunset.

Preparing for sleep in the morning, I slide into bed, positioning myself on the crisp, clean sheets. I draw the blankets and quilts around me, more for aesthetic, visual pleasure than actual necessity. My head rests against pillows decorated with intricate stitching and edged in antique laces.

My last act prior to resting, I lift up my iPhone and set the alarm. Earlier in the day, I noted the time of the next sunset and added thirty minutes to the time. Setting the alarm in accordance of this, I place it next to me. My hands rest against my side and I allow my eyes to drift closed.

The room is already dark. The blinds and shutters are drawn to keep out any light. There is no sense of fatigue unless I have not rested or I have dashed into the sunlight, neither of which I have done. By closing my eyes and relaxing, I allow myself to drift off into a dark, deep dreamless sleep.

As mentioned earlier, the god-awful noise emanating from my iPhone wakes me. I shut if off and then I stumble from bed. Shaking the last vestige of sleep away, I start my day.

I start my Macbook and drift into the closet and assemble an outfit to wear. From the closet, I walk back to the bedroom, dropping the clothes on the foot of the bed or over a chair. Whilst doing all of this, the Macbook boots. I pause by it a few times, starting applications including the most important: e-mail and iCal.

I drift from the bedroom to the bath. I start a shower, not noting the temperature of the water. I’m not really concerned about it, temperature insensitive I am. I shower not to relive rituals of the living, rather my body may not create the oils and scents it once did, that doesn’t mean that I cannot get dirty.

Once I finish my ablution and I dress, I check e-mail and the internet. I read blogs, news stories, check stock prices and so forth. I freely admit that remains similar to my living ritual, just off by about 12 hours or thereabouts. By this time, I can feel the first pangs of hunger gnawing inside of my belly.

I leave the comfort of my room, the stars in the night sky winking at me through the thick panes of glass. I make my way through the maze of hallways in our home and in short order, find myself in the company of my mother. She is seated to the right of the head of the large dining room table. It is the only place that has a full setting of china and silver.

I take my seat across from her, watching fondly as she grows impatient with my father’s tardiness. A minute or two later, after the frown deepened into a scowl, Papa is at her side, dropping a small kiss on her brow before taking his seat at the head of the table. Greetings are exchanged and we chat as Mama has her dinner and father buries his nose in the paper that rested on the tabletop, waiting for him.

After dinner, Papa retires to his study after giving me a stern warning to be on time for our meeting. Mama laughs and we adjourn to a small, warm sitting room she made her own study. It overflows with floral motifs and patterns, and thickly stuffed feminine furniture. This is her domain in what has otherwise been a man’s residence.

Enjoying time with Mama before she retires and before my meeting with papa is always a joy. Although, there are times, when that joy is colored with the growing hunger inside of me. As the hunger grows and begins to consume more of me, I can imagine my stomach gnawing on itself, twisting around and around.

From the onset of this, the longer I go without feeding, the more I crave it. The more I need it. The more it begins to overtake me. It unfurls in my body, this need, this ache. It’s as if the hunger grows exponentially in my stomach and then spreads until all of my body aches. The only thoughts that fill my mind are of feeding.

My body turned on itself, the craving, the need, the ache overpowering me, I excused myself. I went upstairs and I prepared to have my meal for the day.

la vie

Life is meant to be lived. The adage is ‘live each day like it’s your last’. It’s difficult to do that when you know that barring some very horrible, unforeseen circumstances, you will not have a last day.

According to my father, with time, days bleed into each other. The key to not going mad, he says, is to find something about which you are passionate. For a man of sports, over the centuries, Papa transformed himself into a man of letters. He loves watching the living repeat the same mistakes. He says that taxes and the repetition of past mistakes are the only two constants. You’ll notice, he removed death.

Over the years, Papa has studied with some of the greatest minds of the times. His grasp of history, economics and business make him a formidable man. He tries to impress on me the importance of this knowledge. He’s trying to pass along what he has learned. Slowly, I’m reading the journals he has kept daily for the past several hundred years. He’s chronicled world events and told stories that historians crave.

I have heard the stories many times, although not the minutiae. Living with the tedium of learning and living within such tight constraints is driving me mad. I don’t like being kept on a leash. I don’t like my movement constricted. And, I certainly do not like being put in the position of being a naughty little girl again if I turn up late for a scheduled meeting. All of which is happening.

Mama, on Papa’s behalf, runs a tight ship. Because of this, my father is accustomed to having what he wants, when he wants it. And, we all must do as he wishes. Chafing as I am under this constraint, I have been pushing the boundaries. Turning up a few minutes late, or just not paying attention. And, yes, I realize that I am only punishing myself.

What I am trying to express, and perhaps not doing a good job, is the tedium of life as a vampire. Each day is a repetition of the last. Whilst small details may change, and that is what differentiates life for the living, these small details through the course of time are forgotten. We rise, we feed, we go about our business and we sleep. This is our life.

Perhaps, to put this into better perspective, imagine repeating the same day ad infinitum. A small example of this can be seen in Groundhog Day starring Bill Murray. This gives you an example of my life. Only to have the full experience, you need to extrapolate his one day experience to forever; or, for as long as you can imagine.

In the discussions prior to my transformation from living to vampire, my father encouraged me to keep journals so I could reflect on my life when events become hazy. I agreed that I would journal; his excitement overtook him and he ordered a lovely leather-bound, monogrammed, journal for me. I shocked him by deciding to keep my journal online, in a forum that anyone could read.

Although, whether you choose to believe is your decision.

changelog

Following the instructions I received last night, I’ve been working feverishly to implement the following changes on ARS VAMPIRA.

 

  1. About
    • Please note that the two comments on this page were not removed; I was instructed to disable commenting on this page. By disabling the them, the existing comments were hidden from view only. Ysabelle prefers comments on the blog posts.
  2. Copyright
    • On the sidebar I added the Copyright Notice supported by Creative Commons. We will enforce our copyright.
  3. Dramatis Personae
    • Created to allow new readers to come up to speed quickly.
  4. Notice
    • Notice to all readers and skeptics that this blog is truthful. Also included a statement on where to send information requests.

 

mythologie

Wives’ tales, legends and mythology. The aforementioned have been used throughout history to explain the unexplainable and supernatural.

Vampires courted these tales. We used [and use] the living’s innate love of gossip to protect ourselves. We created and spread the tales to our willing living friends that dealt in gossip. Surely you do not believe all the old wives’ tales and legends about us? How do you think we remained hidden all these years? We became spin doctors before such a term took hold in the living consciousness. 

I laugh when I read tales on other sites or in books rife with misinterpretation. I laugh when I hear tales of people claiming to be psychic vampires or sanguinarians. These people are not vampires. Only the dead that have been turned and feed on the blood of the living are vampires.

Let’s be clear, I’m here to remove the aura of the fantastic that surrounds us. Tonight’s mission, which I accepted: Myth Busting. Now, I’m not taking on all myths tonight, just a few of the more notorious, in a random order.

  1. Vampires are born as well as made.
    • Like many, I read the Twilight Saga. And, I greatly enjoyed the books. Until the final one, that is. (Note spoiler ahead) We are called the undead merely because we continue to walk, talk and feed. Somehow this makes us appear less-than-dead; no matter the appearances, let me remind you: vampires are dead. We do not have a pulse; our hearts do not beat; our reproductive organs do not function. Due to our infertility (if confused, review my previous statement) we cannot bear or breed children with anyone. That clearly falls as a responsibility of the living.
  2. Sunlight is fatal.
    • Sunlight is not fatal. Certainly, it weakens us. And, extended exposure to sunlight could weaken us to the point that we become prey to another and are, ultimately, killed.
  3. Garlic repels us.
    • Garlic does nothing to us. Over-use garlic and the scent of it repels anyone, not just vampires. Can you think of anyone that would wish to voluntarily enter a home, church or business if every nook and cranny reeks of garlic? Especially, when you know that after the visit, you will smell of it for hours.
  4. Transubstantiating
    • We do not have mythical powers to change into any other creatures. Anyone so-claiming needs immediate psychiatric care.
  5. Coffins are our bed of choice.
    • Yet another outlandish bit of gossip that took hold. Spread a tale so impossible that people believe it. I am certain some have hidden in all sorts of nooks and crannies to avoid discovery. We can sleep in whatever way we like [as long as daylight is kept out] much as you can sleep in whatever form or fashion you select. I prefer to sleep in the bed that has been in my bedroom since I was a girl. And, I just had the mattress replaced — it was getting a bit too worn. Shutters have been installed on all the windows in our home to prevent light seeping in during daylight hours, should it be imperative to remain awake.
  6. Virgins’ or children’s blood tastes better.
    • Personally, I have no experience with this. Although, according to older generations, blood tastes like blood no matter from whom it’s drawn. Saying virgins and children taste better is a clever plot device of authors.

a few notes

Blog business never rests. And, because of that, Junior will be called upon to make sporadic changes to the site following my exacting instructions. All of his changes will be summarized as posts categorized as ‘changelog.’

Additionally, when something momentous takes place, Junior will be required to post his perspective. I feel this will give you a more human point of view and sensibility.

factotum

Evenings spent locked in my father’s study does not make Ysabelle a happy woman. Indeed, I’ve been longing to escape or, if not that, just for another’s company. This evening I shall regale you with details of both.

Earlier this evening, I decamped from the study to my room. Like many, my room is my refuge.

Three doors open into my room or, more accurately, suite. The first connects with the hall. The second, on the right, flows into a large space designed to be a walk in closet housing all my clothes. Off-season items hide in heavy armoires. The third door leads into a cavernous bathroom. Instead alluding to the past through furnishings and decor, the bathroom is a fully modern space. Beautiful tiles decorate the floor, walls the color of French vanilla soothe the eyes. A huge bath dominates one wall, with a glass shower adjacent. Dual sinks rest above vanities which remain separated by drawers hiding various feminine fripperies.

In the main room, delicate wallpaper covers the walls. A floral motif bursting with color draws the eye and displays the large size of the room. Centered on the wall, the doorway divides the rectangular room into two spaces. Immediately in front of the doorway, centered in the room, is a round table. Resting on the table is a vase filled with a bouquet of flowers fresh from the garden. And beyond the table, framed by two sets of heavily shuttered and draped floor-to-ceiling windows, is a large fireplace with an ornate mantle crowned with a large, gilt mirror.

To the left, my bed rests. Positioned against the wall as a daybed, a canopy of green and blue silk cascades down, framing it. Small, round bolsters swathed in the same fabric are the only pillows. Small tables are on either side, supporting a clock and other small necessities.

On the right, sits a small settee and two bergere chairs flanking a small table. The settee and chairs, upholstered in the same silk, formerly hosted tea parties for my dolls and stuffed friends. Now, I curl up on the settee and watch a small television that sits, beyond the small table, on a sideboard against the wall . Even with an untold amount of channels, night-time television remains a drag.

Behind the sitting area, on the wall with the doorway opening to the hall, I perch on a small chair before my desk. Although, calling this exquisite antique secretary a desk is an injustice. Mirroring the secretary’s position, to the left of the doorway, rests a chest filled with mementos. Powered-up on the secretary, my laptop illuminates the corner of my room. A room, swathed in dark woods, gilt and exquisite fabrics. All the furniture positioned about belonged, at one time to my ancestors; my father’s descendants.

Protecting the ancient oak floors from delicious, modern, women’s foot wear remains the job of Aubusson carpets. They muffle sounds of footfalls as maids go from room to room, tidying up and dusting. They muffle the sounds of guests as they try and find their room again after a long evening of drinks and dinner. Conversely, they muffle the sound of my father making his way to my room. I wanted to avoid him this evening. Sadly, lady luck decamped and a knock on the door rang through the room.

“Ysabelle! I know you are in there. Your nails make that atrocious clicking noise as you type on your computer.” This is one of my father’s loudest complaints about laptops and keyboards, in general.

“Ysabelle! Open this door immediately. A guest awaits you in my study. It is rude to keep him waiting.” Said with irritation and exasperation, his French accent much more pronounced. It’s as if he is unable to fathom that I am no longer his obstinate, stubborn little girl. Traits, I might add, that were encouraged by him much to my mother’s consternation.

With a sigh, I closed my laptop and rose, walking across the carpet to the doors and threw them open. “Papa! Must you grumble to yourself? Here I am, let’s go downstairs and meet this mystery guest of yours. And, you best be careful, you know what will happen if Mama catches you swearing like that!”

Closing the door as I leave the comfort of my room, we link arms and I listen to him chuckle. He knows I’m right about Mama. She loathes it when he swears. I daresay it’s related to my picking up his nasty habit when I was very little. He thought it amusing to see his little girl swearing, not really aware of what she said. Mama, however, was not amused. Mama had the arduous task of breaking me of this bad habit.

We make our way to his study, the wind grumbling outside, sending branches crashing into each other and leaves falling to the ground. Fires are lit in the fireplaces to warm the rooms for Mama. Papa and I no longer need the warmth. We tend to be impervious to the temperature change.

Last evening, I met with Guy. Guy handles all the over-reaching affaires of my trust fund. I turn to him if I wish to make a large investment or purchase. Or, should I wish to withdraw a large sum. After explaining the ins and the outs of the trust, I assumed that I would manage my day-to-day affaires as I had done since I turned eighteen.

Throwing open the door to his study, a room lined from floor to ceiling with shelves crammed with books arranged haphazardly, my father guided me into the room. A fire crackled at the far end behind a grate, over which a painting of my father presided. A large, carved wooden desk sits before the fire, with files stacked and presented with military precision.

Two men stood off to one side near a large globe of mid-sixteenth century origin, if opened would reveal stacks of sporting magazines, another vice. Immediately, I recognized Charles. Charles has been with father since before I was born or before he married mother. Charles is Father’s factotum. He is a solicitor that has spent his entire career with my father, overseeing the day to day details of his life. Anything my father wants or needs, Charles sorts it out. Incredibly, he works for the same firm as and is well acquainted with Guy.

The younger man talking to Charles wore a dark blue suit and had hair that was mussed from the wind outside. They look at books in father’s collection, talking animatedly. Hands flew as the conversation was punctuated by nods of agreement and excited babble. My father, smiling, cleared his throat and they turned around.

Moving forward, Charles greeted me with a wide smile which morphed into a sheepish look. Turning to my father he asked, “Monsieur, have you not told her?”

Swiveling quickly, I see my father’s face remain impassive as he replies, “I thought it would be best if you explained and then allowed them to get acquainted. Much like our introduction all those years ago.”

A sharp nod in agreement with my father, he ushered his colleague forward. He made quick work for the introduction. Soon, I found myself sitting one of the worn leather arm chairs in Papa’s study, whilst Guy sat across from me in the other. It seems he shares the same name as my solicitor. I laughed at that. For a moment, I debated whether to call him Deuxième, the French word for second or Junior for this tale.

I settled on Junior and then I launched a barrage of questions at him. He answered them all truthfully and honestly. He told me his educational background, why he chose to work with this firm instead of one of the others that offered him a position. He understood that I would be unavailable during the day and that our work would be conducted at night. And, that he would be responsible for procuring whatever I asked. I indicated he would make an excellent factotum.

I reiterated that he would still be paid through the firm and that he was still their employee although assigned permanently to me. He nodded. I looked nervously to my father and he nodded. I leaned forward a bit and then I told him why his services were so necessary. I spilled my secret to him, watching as he blanched and then the blood slowly drained from his face. I reminded him that our conversations would always be bound by privilege and divulging them would have significant repercussions for him and his career.

secrets

Every family has secrets, don’t they? If you believe your family to be secret free, I think you need to speak with your elders. Secrets are the common currency amongst families. A family, some would have you believe, is defined as Mother, Father and children. No, I say such is not the case. A family is a binding group of people who love and support each other. This model allows for all shapes, sizes and genders to fill the requisite roles. Therefore, I re-assert my argument that the common familial denominator is secrets.

Our secret, unlike many others, cannot be shared outside of the family. It violates The Covenant. Therefore to outsiders, we appear as eccentrics. We tend to business, network and socialize during evening gatherings eschewing dinner dates and large meals for other entertainments. As we go about in society, we need to find someone to handle our affairs. Someone in whom we can confide. Someone to keep, and not air, our secrets. In the mid-eighteenth century, my father developed the cunning plan to retain a firm of solicitors.

Solicitors are the perfect selection. Why, you ask? They are perfection due to the confidentiality of their counsel. In most cases, they are unable to break the privilege that exists between their client and themselves. Then, it stands to reason, anything that is told to them cannot be repeated; therefore, our anonymity remains assured. And, most importantly, The Covenant remains inviolate.

Why do I share all of this? Last night, during a meeting and series of lessons with my father, he informed me that I would receive a call (a visit) from a solicitor tonight. This solicitor would oversee my trust and any transactions that I need or want to make. The solicitor, who I shall not name to retain his privacy, is a new partner at the large, global firm where my father’s affaires are managed. To make things easier on you, I shall call him Guy.

Unlike my father, I shall direct most business via telephone, e-mail and fax. I shan’t have to see Sol after this initial meeting. I don’t have to worry about how I manage to keep my youthful looks. My father scoots around this little issue by insisting he be introduced to all the up-and-coming solicitors with the firm. He never works with them for more than a few years and, upon changing, insures their career is moved forward.

mon père

My father remains, permanently, a forty-year-old man. Although, calculating his age in human years gives me a moment’s pause. He is four hundred and eighty-nine years old.

Fame followed him. He admitted, that during the early years following his transformation, this caused him great consternation. Born into the noble family in France, from a young age, the weight of his position rested on his shoulders.

My father was, at one time, King of France. At a tender age, he married Catherine de Medici; she bore him ten children. He speaks fondly of those days and of his family.

He tells of the difficulty of surviving every sibling, every child he fathered. He tells of the tumultuous days two centuries later when his belle France fell from a monarchy to a Republic. He spoke with eloquence at watching the invasion of France by the Germans during the Second Great War, as he calls it.

He watched these events unfold, not participating. He was no pacifist; he championed France, her cause and her survival. He watched from the sidelines in order not to draw attention to himself. He knew that a sharp-eyed historian would see him and immediately remark upon the likeness to Henri II .

My father is a man of many passions and indulges his love of sport to this day. Thanks to Tivo, he is able to watch any match he wants. He records the lot of them. It’s one of the few modern technological inventions he actually enjoys.

Father still refers to tennis as jeu de paumme. In his day, tennis was only beginning to grow in popularity in the courts of Europe. To put this time into perspective, he is a contemporary of Henry VIII, Edward VI, Mary I and Elizabeth I. Jousting and tournaments were a favorite during this period. Like many royals and nobles, he was an avid fan of hunting in addition to tournaments; and, the latter led to his death.

Father lingered for ten days, absolving his competitor, then defied the best efforts of the royal surgeon, dying. He was wounded by the lance of his competitor; a piece of the lance broke then pierced his temple, others add that small shards or splinters were in his eye. The reason for the tournament was two-fold: to celebrate the marriage of his daughter, Elizabeth, to Philip II of Spain and to celebrate a peace treaty with his enemies the Habsburgs of Austria.

Of course, for my father to survive, you know that is not the complete story. His Queen, Catherine de Medici, restricted access to his suite. His mistress could not see him; yet, members of the clergy filed in and out. The man that turned my father was the Bishop of Paris.

During his last hours, the queen emptied his suite so my father could be alone with the bishop. Quietly and quickly, an offer was made which my father accepted. The Bishop leaned over my father, bit his neck and drank. When he finished, my father teetered at the edge of life and death. Last rights were offered. And, as my father slipped into darkness, the bishop slashed his wrist and drizzled droplets of blood onto my fathers lips. He awoke, as I did, ravenous.

He was not allowed to feed and this weakened him. Instead, he was told to sleep. And sleep he did. He slept through the laments of his family. He was removed from his coffin the next evening, fed and spirited to Italy where he spent the next fifty years learning and adapting to The Covenant. Clearly, a substitute body of the same size, weight and coloring rests in the Basilica de Saint-Denis.

la transformation

Blinding pain. These words only begin to describe the sensations of the transformation.

Forget what you read in pulp fiction, the process remains deceptively simple. A vampire bites you, drinks of your blood then you die from exsanguination. Whether the vampire drinks all of your blood or allows you to bleed out, well that just depends on how good you taste. Sharing a few drop of blood with you, allowing it to dribble onto your lips and then sliding into your mouth, revives you.

Those first few drops ignite a hunger inside of you that travels to your core. I latched onto my father’s forearm and drank deeply, until he pulled away. Then, another food source presented itself. In my case, a handsome young man, with a halo of dark curls, approximately eighteen years old moved before me. I drank until sated then I saw the bruising begin on his neck and the dark puncture wounds.

For satisfaction and satiation, a vampire need not exsanguinate, or drain, you. A small quantity of blood suffices, truthfully. Only during transformation is a complete blood letting required. So, do not believe everything you find in books or on the Internet.

There is no numbing agent in our saliva. I don’t think anyone every forgets the feeling of two diamond-sharp incisors piercing their flesh. Mind-numbing. When those jaws lock onto you, and incisors pierce your flesh, the pain as the blood flows towards those sharp fangs instead of on the pre-mapped route through your body causes you wail mournfully. You can feel every draw of blood taken from your body. Each one hurts anew. At some point, memories grow fuzzy then you slip into unconsciousness. Finally, you drift away, painlessly.

Unsubstantiated ideas are the norm about us. Each writer creates a new fiction, a new universe for us to survive. I understand, they want to sell books. I write here to correct the record. A healing agent closes the wounds and repairs any damage our body sustained before death, yes. It also heals the wounds of our victims. Within hours, they show no signs of a bite.

After a feeding, my tongue rubs against my extended incisors and then I feel them recede. Looking down at my flesh, it warms from his blood. My skin looks less pale and wears a nearly healthy glow. As soon as you receive this glow, it begins to fade. The hungrier you are, the paler your complexion.

As this is the process for how I was created, only nights ago, I will not delve into the whys this occurred. I shall regale you with them later. Instead, I shall bore you with more minutae of protocol.

For those unaware, the vampire that creates you is called your sire. You are bound to your sire as a vassal was bound to their Master in the Medieval Period. You owe your master your fealty and, in turn, his master and so on through the hierarchy to the Creator.

As a reward for your fealty, your sire guides you and offers advice. I am told in our clan we spend the first fifty years with our sire, learning to obey The Covenant and what is expected of us. Only then are we released onto our own, to make our way.

My sire is also my father. I shall spend the next fifty years with him, learning our traditions and our ways. Undoubtedly, I shall also learn the family business which is a very complex series of shell-companies and organizations that hide the true value of our wealth.

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